It's All About Me
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Mental Stimulation
Im talking bout mind sex...
my body is jealous of my mind
You been giving me highs
from talking to my soul
hitting my climax
from a love that's only vocal
spoken
heart-to-heart
mind, and soul, but felt in my body
I gave up my coffee
i left behind my wine
I need no other drug
than the love that's yours
and mine
Im high
off of love
floating on clouds
my head
far, far above
reality...sanity
rational.ity
mind blowing conversations
flowing for hours
silken rhythm
give and take
you speak
I share
my innermost
desires, thoughts
uniting as one
mind, soul
and body..from far
touching me
with your words
making me smile
as i realize you have
made love to me
already
without trying
mind, soul over the phone
a million miles away
maybe only two thousand
you're next to me
right here by my side
making love to me
but only to my mind
Labels: poetry
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Breathless..
Hesi.tation
Pal.pi.tation. of. my. heart.
I.m turning
body yearn.ing
to calm the beating of my heart
Trepid.ation
Antici.pation
thoughts going thru my mind
questions. burning
thoughts are racing
running .out. of. time.
Hallucin.ations..
Fabric.ations...
Could it. all be. just. lies?
Clever playing
words your saying
'through my trusting eyes'
Scintill.ation
Exha.lation
re.member.ing to 'breathe'
scorching. kisses.
hush.ed whisp.ers
moments locked in time.
Accli.mation
Proc.la.mation. of the love
yours. and. mine
words. are spoken.
taken. to. heart. and mind.
Hesi.tation
Destin.ation.
Journey. to. the. end of time.
*Drops Mic*
Labels: poetry
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
TGIW~Thank God It's Weds-I am sick..today I have strep throat, but I am grateful that it is only that, and that I was able to recognize it and go get the necessary medication before it got ugly.
-I am happy my children are feeling better, my oldest was up all night throwing up.
-I am happy with my final grades, and MOS DEF grateful that I am passing ;-)
-I was blessed to pass through the job interview and will be making good money while gaining experience as a student nurse.
-My man....oh my man. I am so grateful that he is present in my life, and he motivates me to be the person I see myself as...
-My dear friend who is always there for me at a seconds notice...and I to you..there are no oceans between us I been thinking bout that Hefner thing LOL...
Sunday, June 24, 2007
WOW...just ...wow...I have to first and foremost give out some LUVE to Xavier. You are a huge part of me feeling the way I do. I was cynical towards love, and in an unhappy place for a long time. Thank you for allowing me to do things on my own and never passing judgement..only being the most amazing friend I have.
Everyone else probably is wondering what the hell is going on.
BD and I are done. I was given the last straw so to speak...and a series of events opened my eyes to what I was really entangled in.
Since then, I randomly met someone through a mutual acquaintance and we are pretty much made for each other.
So soon? Yeah I know it may seem crazy...but if you know me on a personal level, I have been without a real relationship for a long time. Co-habitation does not a relationship make.
He is incredible, he has been through some of the craziest hardships in a relationship. He and I are so much the same person, only not. We will call him JD.
We don't eat, we don't sleep, and all we do is talk on the phone, or IM while he's at work, and as soon as he's home we connect as soon as possible. I take him with me everywhere. He is in my heart, on my mind, and in my soul. I have tried to not feel for him how I do, but to deny it would be just silly.
We have been talking for 2 weeks. Today, being that 'two week anniversary', we met up in person.
This was one of the best days, and the most stressful.
I was so scared, to meet him, and be open. I never realized how much I was affected in my relationship with BD, until I was out of it.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Bienvenido! Welcome! Bienvenue!
As the title says, it is all about me. This is my new leaf so to speak, and I believe I will leave the old stuff in the old place. Keep it simpler if you will.
Please bear with me while I get settled.
Thank you for coming and enjoy your stay.
(That sounded just like Russey's thankyouforcomingoutgodblessandgoodnight) LOL